I'LL KILL YOU ALL
WHY DIDN’T ANYONE TELL ME ABOUT LA ROUX? WHERE HAVE I BEEN? ALL I’VE BEEN LISTENING TO FOR A COUPLE MONTHS IS LADY GAGA AND APPARENTLY MISSED OUT ON THIS. it’s so H&M/ it makes me miss working there and watching all the people in neon colors strut around to euro dance music.
anyway hi, i’m fat and starting to go the gym next week, on top of all the work that has to be completed and my job-job. i’m most excited to make a motivation playlist actually.
happy thanksgiving bb’s.
21stday ofOctoberin the year2009
more.
i know i just went shopping and dropped almost $200 but fuck everything i want more. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOARRRRR
6thday ofSeptemberin the year2009
ouch.
this used to be my ~jam
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cqwJX-xLtOw
lololololol i was such a little hoodrat 10 year old white girl with fake gold hoops hanging out at the bus stop with this playing in my cassette playing Walkman i bought from ARBOR. oh my god i was never normal.
24thday ofAugustin the year2009
detroit sucks.
only gay clubs play good music. i need to get my homosexual on and dance to this because i can’t get it out of my head. and detroit sucks because you can’t find places that play anything but that “now let me see ya hips SWING” song over and over.
4thday ofAugustin the year2009
ablahblahblah
i just had some curry lentil soup and a lentil burger. i grew some balls and got take-out from the Cass. i should be saving my money for NEW YAWWWWK. OH MY GOD I’M SO EXCITED YOU GUYS… HEY YOU GUYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYS. i’m kind of sad that i have to take my cats to my grandma’s, and that they’ll probably hate me forever, but it’s kind of what i have to do…i also have to clean and pack. GET AMPED, BRO.
there are so many plus-sized sluts on More to Love (my new favourite show), and the guy isn’t even good looking. he looks like he’s stuck in 1999 with his skateboard ramp hairstyle. this girl Melissa is sobbing because she has to wear a swimsuit, OH MY GOD YOU’RE ON A SHOW CALLED MORE TO LOVE. YOU’RE BEING EXPLOITED.
steve is trying to quit smoking and it’s actually making me wish he smoked again. he’s been a brat, and he’s apparently replacing his smoking addiction with a Jurassic Park addiction. he has logged at least 7 hours looking up dinosaurs and watching Jurassic Park in the past two days. he might just be one of those smokers that require the patch, because he keeps making excuses about how he “might have one, but it’s no big deal.” oic.
anyway…
gonna watch Summer Heights High after More to Love is over. i can’t be arsed to clean after all.
24thday ofJulyin the year2009
annoyed vagina warrior rant, don't read.
i get very, very annoyed when i see the over-saturation of the market with breast cancer awareness. i watched So You Think You Can Dance because i’m stupid and i needed a break from cleaning and it infuriated me. can we focus on WOMEN’S CANCERS all around? ovarian, uterine, and cervical cancer kill, too, and there’s not enough awareness for them. i’m not saying it’s a bad idea and we should stop breast cancer awareness/walks/fundraising, i just think that maybe they could throw a bone or two to the women who have to get their reproductive systems removed because of undetected cancer, or how they have to suffer through violent lower body takeovers from one of those cancers. i think it’s because people are afraid of the female reproductive system. god forbid the cancer has to do with a VAGIIINNNAAAAA. prostate cancer is so quickly detected and taken care of, it’s disgusting. it’s just shows how male dominated our society is.
i think breast cancer awareness should be used as a stepping stone to ALL female cancers. granted i really like my pink can opener, but i wouldn’t mind wearing a pin shaped like a uterus for Uterine Cancer Awareness month, yafeelmeh?
embarassing, i think this is all connected to my twitter. DON’T JUDGE.
18thday ofJulyin the year2009
lord knows it would be the first time.
this is the reason i don’t drink often. i’ve been recovering all day, at work no less. i’ve spent the rest of today watching my cats sleep in funny positions and sleeping in funny positions myself. i’m pretty sure i said/did some stupid things last night also.
going to new york in august for a week. i’m excited, but i think i’m thismuch more excited to go to Cedar Point. i’m from Michigan, that is downright THRILLING for me.
um. um. um. uuuuummmm. i really like this song and video. i have no shame, i love bad music. my secret obsession with being a DJ (apparently i have to disclaimer this because someone made fun of me, I’M KIDDING OK CALM DOWN) and missing my years of dancing come out more often recently.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WiGPfocuKfc
ALSO WHAT THE FUCK MY CAT HAS FIGURED OUT HOW TO OPEN MY WINDOWS, NOW I HAVE TO LIVE LIKE A HOARDER WITH THE WINDOWS CLOSED :(
14thday ofJulyin the year2009
what's the frequency, kenneth?
hi i just spent the entire evening online, eating pizza and drinking lemonade, listening to R.E.M. with my cats. my existance is awkward at best.
my hair is red again. huh.
i had three days off of work. now i contemplate robbing a bank and never going back to Panera.
i don’t understand why people find it hard to believe i’m a Red Hot Chili Peppers fanatic. i had two people stare at me in utter disbelief the other day when i said that. it’s as if i said, “SHIT MAN, HOW ‘BOUT THAT SLIPKNOT?!” apparently i am now shunned from the hipster elite. it’s nicer over here anyway.
joe jackson is a complete creepster, especially with his sidekick Majestic Magnificent.
also, why do people rail on other people that like pop music? there’s a reason it’s popular, BECAUSE IT SOUNDS GOOD. speaking of good pop… MY BLOC PARTY REPLACEMENT, MAXIMO PARK. that is all, goodnight.
28thday ofJunein the year2009
awww
so as a former dancer, i can say that michael jackson did indeed have a big influence on me. i danced from age 2 (not even kidding) to 13, and i was a secret fan from the time i could remember the Black and White video being played (1991, hiiii-yoooo). i genuinely feel bad for him as a person. i don’t believe he molested any children, he obviously had mental issues, vitiligo, and a million and a half daddy issues… but i guess that’s all i have to Tumble about that.
FUCKING BILLY MAYS THOUGH WHAT THE SHIT WAS THAT? WHERE DID THAT SOME FROM?
if Death even looks at Prince, i will personally declare a “Beat It” -like dance fight. me vs. Death. COS THAT AIN’T LAKE MINNETONKA!
22ndday ofJunein the year2009
comidaaaaa
what a bloody fucking horrible day. save for the third batch of cupcakes i baked (and filled with filling and frosted. it’s deep these days), i did nothing today worth being alive for. i managed to mess a lot of things up today, and my general take on the situation is that i really don’t care, because i’m hungry. that’s right, my laziness has surpassed my good sense and general ability to care as a human being should, because if i’m hungry, i am whitney in contrast to my usual bobby persona. i am much too lazy to cook, so i continue being horrendous. i am exhausted, but i said some terrible things and can’t go to sleep because the person i said horrible things to may or may not show up to my door soon, and i have to be at least somewhat prepared to apologize.
in the meantime, i will listen Interstate Love Song and think about how New York in August will probably blow up in my face after all.
8thday ofMayin the year2009
and yes
there are real, legitimate reasons i’ve stopped hanging out with everyone.
apparently there are real, legitimate reasons people have stopped calling me, too.
and to you i say, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1XFGiYzJj7I
have a good day, assholes.
22ndday ofAprilin the year2009
just what i'm looking for.
i’m having a moment of realizing that HOLY HELL I LOVE U2 MORE THAN MOST BANDS ON THIS UNIVERSE.
i’m not talking about u2 from present-day, not even the past decade - perhaps 20 years ago u2.
i’m admittedly having a shit-sandwich of a time right now, one bad thing after another, and The Joshua Tree and Achtung Baby are the only things doing it for me right now.
i highly advise screaming I Still Haven’t Found What I’m Looking For at the top of your lungs in a moving vehicle.
i don’t advise realizing that the words in the song One could’ve been written about your terrible personality in a move vehicle, though. the Lodge isn’t a road for tears.
Damien Rice covering u2 is also knee-shaking, earth-shatteringly amazing. fuck you guys i’m Irish I CRY WHEN I WANT.
13thday ofAprilin the year2009
it's all because of that ring.
about a month ago i stopped wearing my beloved owl ring that has brought me such good luck in the past in favor of another. that was a mistake, because since the departure from my left middle finger, my life went to shit temporarily and i was barely recovering. i put it back on last night and i feel better. whether it’s the mental attachment keeping me going or it really is ~*magic*~ i can’t really say, but it was a good move.
i’m getting things situated for my apartment in june. yes it’s a little pricier than i’d hoped and yes i haven’t signed my name just yet, but fuck if i’m not allowed to be happy. if it falls through, then this happy that i have right now wasn’t misspent because i need to live in a fantasy right now. my head is starting to hurt, but i’m going to stay positive and tell myself it’s all falling into place. i have a list of things to do but i’m not afraid of it anymore. i’m going to attack it with gusto. i’ll be thankful to have to deal with the financial aid office, changing my major, and typing out a total of fifty pages by the end of this month. i’m going to love it. i’m going to still hate work though, but i’ll still love my life because it’s the only one i have.
i’m so sleepy, but i have fresh laundry. see what i did there?
I SHOULD BUY THIS. OR YOU SHOULD BUY IT FOR ME.
7thday ofAprilin the year2009
LSKDJFLKSJDF
UGH I HAVEN’T LISTENED TO THE NOISETTES IN A REALLY REALLY LONG TIME AND THAT WAS A MISTAKE BECAUSE IT’S AN INSTANT UPPER. this will most likely be on every gay club dj’s playlist - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1gnXo-ipXHI
this is also a fanbloodytastic cover of When You Were Young, chills i tell you: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HD_F0E4CXJ4
lol i had to go to the doctors on campus for a bladder infection. awesome. if anyone needs urine for drug tests, i may as well be a one woman
pee on-demand service.
30thday ofMarchin the year2009
ghost world
i feel like pulling a joaquin phoenix.
hi yeah weird weird weekend. i can’t even get into discussing it, at least until this evening when tests will conclude what happened. i can say that this has the potential of being one of the saddest moments of my life thus far. i don’t know what to do. steve doesn’t know what to do. it’s a lonely…issue, i guess you could say. a terrible sinking “us against the world” feeling that i’m not too fond of right now.
i just want to sleep it off. i don’t want to cry or get upset, i just want peace and a place to live and to feel better.
i want people to call me again. i don’t want to have to turn down their invites anymore. i want to stay up until 4 AM drunkenly telling everyone i love them, then falling asleep in a bed not my own. i want to smoke cigarettes (despite the fact i “quit”) and illegal substances and have stimulating conversations. i want to feel like i’m around. appreciated. missed. like every other human being.
i just don’t want to be afraid anymore. i’ll wait and see.
just wait and see.
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