still hasn’t totally hit me that i’m a mom and i don’t know if it ever will because right now i feel like a milk slave to a tiny person who is tearing my nipples off. there’s a reason babies are so cute, so you don’t hate them as you bleed from your chest. i’ve leaked through five shirts in one day. justin gets to nap sweetly with him and i just smell like milk to our kid. oh and having a c-section incision is really gross and scary, but the birth video is kind of cool because there are no crotch shots.